Posted by Shadowlord on March 27, 1999 at 08:38:09:
Looking to the skies on a cloudy day
Reflections of the past come tumbling back.
Rainy days, no work, filled with emptiness
Lost in a familiar world
Wondering where she is, how she is?
Darker clouds fill my mind
Feelings of depression, loneliness, anger
Fill me, screaming for release,
Memories or the joy, the happiness,
The life we shared further darken my mind
and my soul.
Questions of why and how, eternally torment me
Will I ever see you, hear from you,
Again?
What if ?
What if I could change the past?
Would I? Could I?
How far back would I go?
Which changed path would bring
The best tomorrow?
Which blocked, rock strewn path would I dare clear?
Would the new tomorrow be better
Than those I now face?
Which new tomorrow would end the torment
And anguish of yesterday?
Would the new future ease the burning,
In my mind? In my soul?
Can I ever sort the twisted confused feelings
Of this tortured mind?
Will I ever secifer the twisted paths
Of tomorrows world?
Or find peace in the solitude of today?
Reflections on a cloudy day
Will the rain ever end.