What is it?
It is the feeling that you carry another person in your head with you always.
Your Lover...
They keep you sane.
They make your life bearable again.
A phone call in the middle of the day to say I'M nuts about you.
A beep on your beeper.
A flower sent to a post office box.

Passion...
with just the mere thought of the other,
will bring wetness or erection, at any time.
And sadly,
it is missing in most of our lives.
For the marriages we are in,
there once was passion.
But it has dimmed.
Love remains to a degree,
a feeling of responsibility to the family.

Then we meet Him,
we meet Her,
and
WOW!!!!!!
What was that?
Is this happening to me?
Who is this person,
and how dare they come into my life and stand me on my ear like this?

But oh God...
how I love it.
I am alive.
I am alive.
I am attractive to another.
Someone wants me like crazy!!!
Wants to make love to me,
all day
and all night,
over and over and over and over again.

Dreaming.

Until we meet him or her...
we are dead,
without Passion.

And Worse Yet...
When We Do Meet Him Or Her...

Denying It.