Peter Alan Nurman
“Here I Die But Here I Live”
Here I lay in silent sleep
my time has come for eternal sleep.
Whatever awaits for me tonight by
depression caused fatality. He has
chosen me to die this night, cannot
deny, for it is I who weeps tonight.
My body in shock the people blind, they
cannot see my dyeing time.
I have lived my lifetime full.
What killed me was my physical fuel.
Coldness came throughout the night the
time is ending I must take flight.
No one will understand why I must go,
the spirit tells me when to go. It is now
March 3rd this night I weep, my hands a trembling
so I cannot sleep. My mind is blank my body numb,
Jennifer is my one true love. Physically, no,
but spiritually, yes I see eternal happiness. I knew
her from 8th till now, discover her in beauty
deep. My mind still blank I cannot write for it is
I who die tonight. I'll wait again for my next time
nearing a spiritual friend will help me clearing.
Everyone is but beautifully dressed here to morn I
cannot confess. My second life is coming near, my body
now must disappear. With each day nearing, my pre-death
rite, it is my second life who will take flight. With agony
and pain that draws me near, this physical body cannot die here.
With still a lot of goals deprived, my third life I see through
my present eyes. In sickness and in health, my spirit body sees
me dyeing. Cannot stop, my time is nearing and what I feel cannot
compare to my one true self in eternal care. My body flesh is
dyeing young because my job here is done. With a few percent
who do not believe they will die in eternal bleed. For the rest
of us we live in loving arms for us his kids. God is here with
me now, watching carefully throughout the year. He saw the good
he saw the bad but standing up for myself was all I had. I've
helped people though dreams deprived, with all the quotes and
pictures posted on my wall, remind me how you should cherish
all you had. But in the end when your time is nearing, physical
property will be downgraded. What you will bring with you is,
all you believe, for the lord does not prejudge you. With your
beliefs and his combined too, you will know exactly know what to
do. My eyes awake my body restless I am closing here so I may
rest. I do not know what the days will fate, but for one I
know is true, we are all living dreams and I am too. My job here
is done, eternal fun has now begun. My shorten life will be a
sign, for it was God who sent me here. I will change my shape
to fit the style for the next life I live will be much higher.
With one simple quote I end by say..."It is better to live once
than to die twice over."
Posted March 10, 1997
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